Dear Bryson,

Bryson,
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and miss you. Some days are harder
Than others. Tonight, my heart feels like it's 100 pounds. I want to hold you, tell
You how much I love you. I want to see you take your first steps. I want to hear your laugh.
I want you to be here for your little brothers first birthday. I want you to be here for your second birthday. I know that wasn't the plan God had for your life. I accept that, but it doesn't change how I feel. Mommy loves you big man. I will see you again someday.. I promise.